From the recesses
of your clouded mind
there are things
you always find.
You retrieve these things
that I wish you would let pass
into a history
that will disappear
when the book is burned.
You apologize
for whatever it is
that makes all
“not right between us.”
And I tell you,
“there is nothing to be sorry for.”
This life has punished you enough.
I will bear the burden
of all that was
that we wish wasn’t.
I will set the book ablaze
and let the smoke
like memory
fade.
And us
and all that was
and is today,
that is my burden to bear.
It is something you cannot share.
You are too frail.
Your shoulders
too weak.
If it is comfort that you seek
from me,
I am here.
We are okay.
There is nothing to apologize for.
There is nothing left to say
other than
I love you.